Pineapple Upside Down

This one is extra special. Because Ma.

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There’s something about cake. Not just any cake, but homemade cake, more specifically. I can’t quite put my finger on it. Maybe it’s the result of a temperamental oven that gives you those gnarly, caramelised, chewy corners, with a moist crumb in the middle. Maybe it’s the fact that we don’t have the exact ingredients in our pantry and we substitute them for something more familiar. Maybe it’s the fact that sometimes bits stick to the bottom and the top cracks or the fact that it’s beautifully dense and not airy like the picture in the cookbook. A homemade cake isn’t delicious despite its imperfections, it absolutely delightful because of them. And perhaps the same can be said of life itself. There are always ‘good bits’ that you really, really savour.

One of those really, really good bits in my life, was my mother. She combined the awe, delight, profoundness, and effortlessness of wizardry and I think she really was a wizard in her own right. She filled my life with a sense of wonder and delight, not because she was trying to be delightful, but because she was herself so curious and so delighted by things around her. Those very traits not only made her an extraordinary parent, but also one of the most prolific designers (and I don’t use that term lightly).

I’m so proud of the fact that she was a working mother. Both my parents were forces to be reckoned with and along with my dad, she led large teams and executed mammoth projects (that literally were the birth of interpretation in India). Even as a child I was aware of her brilliance, but at the end of the day, she was still just ‘Mumma’ and the studio was just another playground. I still have a lingering feeling of being enchanted when I think of the little things we would do together.

A twig I picked up from the garden was suddenly turned into a rose with some kite paper and some string. Random pebbles picked up on walks were frequently painted on exquisitely. Sometimes we were looking after squirrels, koels and baby crows. The garden was always a fascinating place, where she planted things furiously and I got to watch it all grow. Sometimes Atta (wheat flour) was magically transformed into playdough by adding some poster colour. Some days we made block prints from leaves and vegetables. Once we stopped by the President Hotel while in Bombay (I don’t know why) on our way back from our evening walk and we saw an exhibit of a Thai woman cutting fruit into the most whimsical shapes. The next thing I know, an apple showed up shaped like a swan to cheer me up when I was sick and the salad at dinner had spring onions that looked like lilies. And this is what I loved most about Mumma, she always seemed captivated by something or the other and you could see the passion and unbridled joy as she absorbed it all.

Her beautiful, red, cloth-bound recipe book is a testament to just that. I remember so vividly how she would ask just about anyone for a recipe when she ate something she liked. She scrawled it on a tiny scrap of paper, folded it down several times till it was minuscule and stuck it in her wedding ring. Once she got home, it found its way not only into the book, but also into the kitchen almost immediately. Her spontaneity and enthusiasm were most infectious… along with her giggle, which seemed to accompany most things.

On weekends she spent more time in the kitchen, brewing away like Getafix would. There is one Sunday memory that has becomes representative of all Sunday memories at my house (the mind is a funny thing). Every now and then I access this little fragment stowed away in my head, and when I do, I feel what is the epitome of contentment. I can still see it so vividly - It’s a hot summer’s afternoon and the diffused sun is streaming in through the large glass doors at one end of the living room, while a desert cooler throws a gust of cool air from the other end. There’s a test match on TV and my dad and grandad are gathered around to see the score, each with a glass of beer in their hands. The smell of Dhaansak and fried fish comes wafting through the kitchen and fills the house. This is the official Sunday aroma. A delicious lunch gives way to a siesta and when I wake up and come down the stairs, eyes still blurry, I see two paddles and a vessel with the remnants of cake batter on the dining table. Even before that, the smell of a fresh cake baking in the oven hits me and I can’t focus on anything except licking the cake batter clean. I can still hear my mother giggle.

Very often, it was this pineapple upside down which had just been baked. It was a soft, buttery sponge that became moist as you dug deeper into it. Finally, at the bottom there was the golden, caramelised pineapple, ready to fall apart, but just about holding it together. The cake was finally flipped on its head and all the juicy goodness from the bottom, made its way back into itself. Very simply, this was contentment on a plate.

In an effort ‘to be like Mumma’ I picked up her recipe book when I was 9 or 10 and decided that I was going to bake a cake. Maybe this was my way of feeling close to her. After Ma, no one else at home knew how to bake, but that didn’t stop them from encouraging me and helping me with whatever I needed. I had no idea what cup measures were, how to measure something in grams or the difference between Atta and Maida. All I remember was that I used Atta instead of Maida and baked the worst cake in the history of cakes (anyone who said “let them eat cake” would have witnessed people clamouring for stale bread instead). The oven gave up on the cake, so it was cooked partly in a pressure cooker and it was raw in the centre. My dad, my grandmum and grandad picked out the bits that were cooked (the ‘good bits’) and ate them like they actually enjoyed it (poor things). I really have the nicest family, because that one gesture made me go into the kitchen again, and again and again, till one day I got it right. I was one step closer to ‘being like Mumma’.

I have always wondered if I was like Ma in some ways. I always wanted to be and still find myself wanting to in a childlike way almost. So when I find myself bustling happily about the kitchen, or the garden or being passionate and joyous about the little things, I realise that I was infected by her enthusiasm and spontaneity and I might be more like her than I think (yay!). 

But what I really want to imbibe from her is the pure zest she had for life. To be curious, delighted and enchanted by just about everything. To giggle with childlike joy so often… to really, really savour the ‘good bits’.

Love you so much Ma. Thank you for the magic.


Ingredients
115g flour (sieved)
115g caster sugar
115g butter (at room temperature) + some for greasing
3 1/2 tbsp milk or juices from the can
2 large eggs
1 tsp baking powder
1/4 tsp baking soda
Pinch salt
1 tin pineapple slices (5-6 slices)
2 tbsp muscovado sugar (or granulated sugar if you don’t have muscovado)
Tinned cherries (optional)

Method
Preheat the oven to 180 C.

Grease a 9 inch square tin, though one with a 9 inch diameter should work just as well.

Sprinkle the muscovado sugar at the bottom of the greased tin and then arrange the pineapple slices to evenly cover the bottom of the tin. You can put a cherry in the centre of each pineapple ring (but I usually don’t).

Cream together the butter and sugar until well combined and beat in the eggs one at a time. Sieve the flour and baking powder and gently fold into the wet mixture, one or two tablespoons at a time. Once the flour has been folded in, add the milk or pineapple juice. The batter should have a soft dropping consistency. Pour the mixture into the baking tin so that the rings are evenly covered. Bake for about 30-35 minutes.

Once baked, run a butter knife along the edges of the tin to ease the cake away gently. Cover with a large enough plate and flip the entire tin in one swift motion.

Useful peripherals
- I grease and flour the cake tin like my grandmum taught me and I’ve never had a cake stick. Grease a tin with butter, then add a little flour and have it coat the tin completely. Discard the excess flour one lightly coated.

- The original recipe calls for milk, but I use the juices from the can of pineapples because I feel like it emphasises the pineapple flavour

- I like having a little bit of pineapple in every slice so I have no problem breaking up bits of pineapple and putting it in all the negative spaces at the bottom. It’s not elegant, but it tastes great

- The original recipe calls for golden syrup, and I think my mum used granulated sugar, but I like using Muscovado sugar


I know a cake isn’t the easiest thing to make during a lockdown, but if you can find the ingredients, it sure will drive away any blues!

As always, I’d love to know how you go, so share anything you bake :)

Stay safe and well.